Recognizing My Flaws

As I mentioned in my previous blog, NON-PERFECT PERFECT YOUNG MAN, I tend to do a lot of introspection. I always felt like it was important to know your own self prior to truly knowing what/who you want. Well in being able to do that; I am able to not only recognize my good attributions, but also my flaws. I know I am not perfect, and I know that any person that I spend my life with will have to accept me for all I am. And I will have to accept him for all he is.
When I think of my flaws, I know they can be broken up into different categories:

• General flaws: the flaws that are blatant imperfections.
• Subjective flaws: Some may see it as a flaw, others see it as a quality.
• Situational flaws: lol I made this up, but basically, its the kind of habits that only happens during the whole "there is a time and place for everything", they are things that only occur during certain situations.
  

1. General flaws: Mood swings, Drool when I sleep, not always punctual (not always late), sensitive (but well at holding things in), I can hold a grudge, crabby, I hit like a man, stubborn, procrastinator, too analytical, I spread myself too thin, When aunt flow comes..she doesn't play.
   
2. Subjective flaws: Sarcastic, feisty, too patient, romantic, too observant, over-protective, too self-reliant ( I do a lot on my own, some guys feel like I won't let them be the "man"), too aware of my surroundings, not too big on a whole lot of PDA, I don't like roller coaster, I have a fear of heights, I suck my teeth ( a belizean ting), Don't like doing other peoples dishes, I have an issue with grammar as far as writing essays go, always like getting straight to the point, I tell long stories, random, I'm a planner( I'm not to big on doing extremely crazy spontaneous things), and big on creating budgets (some people like to splurge, I like to view my account...calculate, then make a spending budget), I enjoy self-pampering, I have difficulties accepting gifts, I laugh at others embarrassing moment(primarily because I can laugh at my own)I don't like what if's (I don't like thinking back and wondering...what if I did this/that), I always have an explanation for my actions...may be even others. I have an old soul( sometimes I act like a woman 3 times my age..lol)
   
3. Situational flaws:I can be sometimes anti-social, I like pushing people buttons, I can be bold, I can be shy, I can be too quiet or talkative, quick tempered( I do a good jobs at checking myself..Im not big on yelling in public), I can be messy but when I clean up..I CLEAN HOUSE, Don't respond well to people who try to control me... but I do respond to authority(ie; a man telling me I can't wear a skirt will not fly...If my job prohibits skirts then I will oblige), I can get jealous (but like my temper..I always check myself on it), I can sometimes follow the rules to a T...at the same time I bend them, I can be sometimes selfish( Please don't ask me to share my chocolate bar), I can be difficult( I don't always like making things easy), at times I'm not much of a morning person..other times I am, Sometime I just don't care,Not big on being a homebody...but I do enjoy relaxing at home, I can be goofy, I can be too serious, I can be really cold( cross far beyond the line..I just cut you off), and I can sometimes be a pack-rat (somethings I just can't throw away), I am sometimes a wild sleeper.

I'm not sure how many thing I listed...but they sum up my flaws. I am a human being, and I am not perfect. I can easily list my good qualities, but obviously if they are good then there shouldn't be a problem. People generally get irritated at the flaws they didn't know existed until after they spend those nights together. That "perfect" person starts to have an annoying habit of not saying thank you, or they shower only twice a weeks..lol..People spend so much time trying to be perfect that they momentarily hide who they truly are, eventually what ever they hide will come to surface.
Unmask yourself, accept who you are, and be comfortable with it. I know who I am, I know how I am...I know what I can accept and put up with.